An update, finally.
I have an interview tomorrow with Pappasito's, for what I hope will be a good second job. I'll be working with Alice, which will be nice, plus all three of the girls from 5B1 will be in the resteraunt business, and therefore bringing home food. Yum.
I went on what I hope was a date with Logan last night. We saw Bank Job with Ariel and Joseph, and for once, I didn't get made fun of for crying during a movie. He opened my door for me, paid for my ticket, even picked me up at my house. I'm pretty impressed. Even his smoking pot with Kelli when we got home didn't bother me, he is one of the rare people that only gets a little stupid when they smoke. He got along pretty well with Lauren, and I tried to not get my hackles up too bad. Even with his promise that he wouldn't leave me for someone else... there will always be insecurity when it comes to the girls closest to me. I'm trying to stay unattached to him, but it's hard when I'm so throughly attracted to him. I've never wanted to kiss a person more in my life, merely for the pleasure of his kiss.
Aaaanyways, now on to more normal things, I edited some of the photos I took in downtown when we went to Little Five,
as well as some I took of Ashes. I think they turned out pretty artsy fartsy if I do say so myself.
I'm thinking of setting up a deviart or whatever it's called thing. Maybe.
Meaning most likely I'll do it as soon as I get off of here.
I've decided to pick the Libertarian Party, finally. I'm more satisfied with their views, the Indepents have such a Christian website, I don't think I could support them.
I tried to find my father the other day. Chuck, obviously, since I dont know the other one's name. I failed, of course, since I dont know the military base Mom was stationed at. But actually looking up his name... I don't know, it just made me wonder what my life would have been like had he known about me. Maybe I would have been like a lot of my friends whose fathers reject them on a daily basis. Or maybe I would have been close to him. I doubt I'll ever know since it's pretty much an impossibility for me to find either of them. Maybe if I had stayed with Andreas... but no, it wouldn't have worked out. I'm too free-spirited to be trapped in that world.
Ooo, I just found an M&M. Yum.
Right well, I've probably rambled enough today.
as well as some I took of Ashes. I think they turned out pretty artsy fartsy if I do say so myself.
